total dick

So this is a new song kind of dealing with what's been going on in my head for the past couple of months. Bahwee is an amazing producer and I've been thinking about rapping over one of his joints for a while now, so I'm really happy this came together. Hope you all like it



Total Dick (Listen here)

Sometimes, being this angry is exhausting 

And every once in a while I realize how much it costing

I realize that I’ve lost me and I softly retreat into my lofty 

Thoughts about where I’ll be by the time I’m frosty

When my youth is over what will I have to show for

Maybe by then I’ll learn how to keep my composure 

Maybe my compositions will be in a position 

to get some recognition by you mother fucking bitches

Shit…I’m sorry there I go again

I web md’d my symptoms a little earlier this evening 

It said I was bi-polar or just a fuckin charlatan 

With delusions of grandeur and a problem with following

I got issues with authority

But I got my priorities and that’s to have like 4 or 3 

Houses by the time I reach like 43..

When did I get so materialistic?

and primarily concerned with tasting the lipstick of a rich chick?

Myself a year ago would be fucking sick 

If he could see how fucking quick I turned into a total dick

So when did this all begin?

Could probably say exactly when

December 12 2010, sunny day in Austin

You remember what happened that day? 

It don't matter any way,

skip 2 years

on lay away downstairs 

and I just wanted you to stay away

I couldn't handle this another day

couldn't bear it just to hear you say

That it’s over 

It's over

Is it really over though? 

Is this really how things were originally supposed to go?

No. That’s not what you told me year ago

But shit I guess things change and it only takes a month or so

When did I get so narcissistic?

and primarily concerned with tasting the lipstick of a rich chick?

Myself a year ago would be fucking sick 

If he could see how fucking quick I turned into a fucking dick

A total dick

-T